Speechless!
Friends have been asking why I haven't posted recently. Good question. Is it because I have no opinions worth sharing? No, that's not it. Is it because I'm OK with what I see happening in the world around me? No, definitely that's not it. What then has made me kind of mute?
Every day I think about what I observe and silently talk to myself in a reaction. Usually, these days what I have to say to myself isn't a positive interpretation. I am appalled by what I see pretty much everywhere I look. And it seems that the trend is downhill for as far as I can see.
So if I write about it I am adding my voice (or scream) to the noise and it won't make a difference, so why bother? That's not a pessimistic outlook, its worse than that. It is cynicism. And I realize that being a cynic, and talking about it, is not helpful - either to me or to anyone who may be listening.
So I keep it to myself. I choose to be speechless. Not something I'm proud of, by the way. But in copping to it now I am taking a positive step, more in keeping with my commitment to telling the truth as I see it rather than surrendering to the forces that cause me to be speechless.